Its me again, surprise! how to tell you guys, today, I would like to share a story, or some feelings that should be told, but not. In a simple word. Heart. O M G, I said it. Heart, a mysterious organ in our body that can stop a brain from working. True, my brain suddenly stop when I saw someone that I like. uwwww~ mystery. Stop it, am nervous writing this down. Before I get to the good stuff, let me share something, for this past weeks. I've been working with the Communication Corporate Unit at UiTM Machang as Skim Khidmat Pelajar. Not so much money from it, but I will survive. So, my life is kind of busy with this work. Always doing overtime and what do people call it, outstation is it? kind of exhausting. But that doesn't mean that I'm not having fun with it. I did, it teaches me lots of things, life, work and social skill or my public relation. I learn to talk more and read more. lol. This is just something to get my mind of something or someone.
Before this, I talked to my father, for almost 30mins, I rarely talked to my father on the phone, but this one conversation, we talked about marriage, he does agree with me getting married at a young age, but somehow. You know yourself better than others. With this self esteem, I wouldn't think about marriage. I said to my father, let me get a secure job, a house and a car. By that time, I don't know how old I would be. And don't fly away little bird. when I put it that way. I have to do things fast.
Because, in the end, you will end up telling the stuff that is untold. Somehow, people will know, even though you hide it for a long time. It will show, on your smile, on your reaction, on your eyes. It can't lie you know. Our heart control the whole thing by that time. If you think on going to further relationship, do tell. If you think that you still have the hicups, just stay there. Hang on. You're not lost, you're on your way. Just a long road, slow but safe.