It always seems impossible until it's done, and it does seems impossible for me to write a new entry. But, I made it *yeay?* that surely is not the point. Okay guys, my last entry is about my friends, most of if. A special one at UiTM Machang, speaking of that place, finally. I've graduated!! *fireworks* *Alcoholic drink* okay the drinking part is not true nor the fireworks, it is just an expression. hehe Well, on this holy month, it brings me to tears where it is not like before, and yes. Everything else were so different nowadays.
At first, I felt old while having a conversation with my friends here. This year, i'm 22, and can you imagine, the age differences here. 3-4 years. So sad to think that i felt being in someone else shoes at the moment. My life as a student has finally stopped, and right now I'm working with the corporate communication unit. Having to deal with all of the staff problems here. Much more drama and dilemma in this world i'm living. When we gets older, life just have to give you a new meaning, where i'm by myself more than ever. I start thinking about myself. Before this, it is always about he/she/them, by that time. I felt so good, having some time to help a person even though it cost me a semester without knowing. Being alone gives you time to think about your self. Some of us did not want to be alone. why? because they were to afraid to think about themselves. They want others to think about them.
Somehow in our life, we have to let our self free from this comfort zone. "Somebody once said, Everything in the world is just right outside your comfort zone. Everything you could possibly want" You should know that life is hard. You somehow get what you want, but not what you need. "Life is a fight. Don't let it overwhelm you. Adapt, and combat every situation it throws at you." This human world is full of fake people, full of people who do not want take any risks, and said that you're somebody, the truth is you're nobody.
I've found that nothing in life is worthwhile unless you take risks.Fall forward. Every failed experiment is one step closer to success. You've got to take risks.You will fail at some point in your life. Accept it. You will lose. You will embarrass yourself. You will suck at something. There is no doubt about it. Never be discouraged. Never hold back. Give everything you've got. And when you fall throughout life, fall forward. Because, if you never fall, you have never woke up. I made a choice, to stay here for this long, I made a choice to choose my own friends. And right now I choose to be with me,myself and I.
Friends, I hope you're doing your best right now, I'll pray for your finals, I'll pray for your happiness, I'll pray for your health and I'll pray that you guys wont forget me. This holy month is one of the reason that we became so close. You know why, we have all of the picture. Inside our handphone, and i believe it will be in your mind, forever. Be the best for every one, You have the power to change. I finally made mine.
hat are yours?